Her mind keeps wandering back to places it could better stay away from. Dark, negative memories, all the bad moments in her life. She seems to have had quite a lot of bad moments, terrible happenings, horrible events. Her minds seems strangely attracted to those moments, it finds those moments way more interesting than the good, the better, the best. And therefore, therefore she is miserable. Because all she seems to remember is the bad and the bad makes her scared of life, insecure, anxious. ‘I need to change the way I think,’ she says to herself every day, multiple times. She never does change it though, she doesn’t know how. ‘I wished they learned me this in school, instead of all the math, all the French, all the physics. Positive thinking, that’s a skill I need to live.’
(Source: creationoftheday)
